These past few days have been a hormonal rollercoaster. 
Or maybe it's just been the most glaring view/aspect of my life I have yet to see up till then.

It was one of those days where you've reached a point in life where there're just so many negative things bombarding you from every direction that you simply don't care anymore.
I legitimately sat back and thought no, I'm not going to do this.

Some people say suicide is the cowardly way out – to me, it takes more guts than anything.
People do it to look forward to a better moment, don't they?

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THE BASICS ♍
→ shermaine. 120994 (d/m/y). singaporean. one half-brother.
→ senior in high school. planning on majoring in science and english. varsity volleyball captain '13.
→ music. prose. dance. beautiful people. the illusion of love. the comfort of being alone.

THE DEEP SEA ⚡
→ i don't believe in dreams because reality is the only thing you can see. i'm a big time realist and occasional pessimist. maybe once in a blue moon you'll catch me being an optimist.
→ possibly cold and unfriendly at first glance. give me a few minutes to discover our similarities, however, and we'll be best friends.
→ my life seems to revolve around writing, making graphics and studying. any spare time i have i spend it with the friends i want to spend time with.
→ sarcasm is my safety line. i fall back on it when i have nothing else to keep me afloat.
→ i hold strong opinions in many controversial topics, but i don't voice them unless provoked.
→ i'm relatively tolerant, because we're all flawed. but if you're ignorant, arrogant, homophobic, sexist, we will not get along well.

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